Transformers: I love how literal deux ex machina was. Did anyone else notice the Lion King Mufasa-in-the-clouds thing :)).

Time doesnt exist. Clocks exist.

I was actually going through some rather cheesy things, but when I read this i was slapped in the face with its profoundness.

Time does not exist. Clocks exist.

Woaaahhh! There goes that profoundness again! =)).

150 Years of Excellence.
41 Batches of the Best and Brightest High School Students in the Country.
4 Decades of Unforgettable Summers.
1 GRAND REUNION.

awesome =)).

I was watching TED just now and one thing is still in my head.

In order to succeed you need PERSISTENCE through CRAP.

You need persistence through Criticism, Rejection, Assholes and Pressure (CRAP).

:)).

We can win at life now.



Awesome.

Its kinda weird not doing anything.

Its kinda sad I'm problematizing it.

Its kinda annoying my bodyclock still told me to wake up at 7am.

I shouldnt be complaining right now.

I got this bracelet for the cause "a complaint-free world"

Its purple, cool, and kinda useful.

Okay. I have to stop complaining now.

The goal is to not complain for 21 days.

excellent.

*silence*

So hows life?

*silence*

Its raining.

Oh did you know Iceland is bankrupt?

Have you seen the Tina Fey "spoof" of Palin?

*silence*

I'm gonna read.

I need to re-borrow Paolo's book.

Okay bye for now.

Today was my filipino midterms. I started panicking when i realized it would be 60 questions, 50 minutes and 21 poems. It was bad enough it takes me more than one minute to read the question, another minute to understand the question and probably another minute to debate on the correct answer. This means it would have probably taken me 300 minutes to answer that test kind of well.Give me only 1/6th of that time, and you will be leaving me with no choice but to guess, and pray really really hard. Guessing usually equals academic disasters hehehe:)).

Anyway, I felt illiterate after that test. I was extremely thankful it weren't in essay form, but still. I felt illiterate. Illiterate and stupid. Filipino has always been my kryptonite/achiles heel/ weakness. It just sucks :))

Two things though cheered me up today XD!

If you must know, My birthday is on December 5. That is practically three months away. So why am i mentioning this?

WELL. My birthday may be three months away from now, but i have decided on a birthday gift a couple of weeks ago XD. i couldnt help but ask for it already since I've been itching for them. I googled them, I compared designs, and I made sure it had my size! heehee

So what did i ask for?

CONVERSE PRODUCT RED SHOES. aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!

I havent felt this excited about a material thing since my V for vendetta mask (which is by the way proudly displayed on my bookshelf XD)!

My mom called me around 3 pm when I was playing cards with my blockmates and asked for my shoe size. I cant believe i have my shoes XD! YAY!

I HAVE DECIDED! I will not wear them until my birthday! it would REALLY REALLY SUCK if they got soaked and drenched in  the mucky icky puddles of Ateneo. Its white! and pretty! and covered with people joining hands!

hehehe. They shall stay in their box for now.

OOoOo The other thing that cheered me up today.

I watched one of my old movies. Since Hello Dolly was somewhat featured in Wall-E, I decided to watch that! and i made bea watch with me too. I was starstruck when i saw louis armstrong sing with barbara streisand XD. its a wonderful world guy! that was cool! hehehe. There were some surprising moments in it too. It was nice. It was so weird when out of nowhere the screen blackens and out pops "INTERMISSION" i actually went to the bathroom then. When i got back, the movie started again. that was good timing XD. the last movie i saw with intermission was gone with the wind so it was unexpected. Hehehe.

Anyway, No more midterms/final projects yadayada! woohoo! Now i can do anything XD.

I'm tired. and lazy. and disappointed. GAH.

 Mostly tired though. i lack sleep. I need bonding time with people. I miss a lot of people. bond with me people. :)).

Well. I was disappointed with my draft score in english. :(. and my performance in the math long test :(. but im teaching myself to not think about it :)). pretty much a waste of time to think about it.

anyway. Oh the AJSS despedida was fun! I think i had my share of crying done already. All was still good :). Though i missed the after party FUN, we had car confessions =)). and i had up to date news when i got home since John was online and he was narrating to me everything that was happening while it was going on. it was so funny. :)).

Oh John left this week! it was so depressing! i have no more botany seatmate. and there are no more block scandal shots. He and Ian started a lot of gossip too. Gah im really gonna miss him. So depressing. The diasphora is starting.

oh yeah! our block got in sagala ng mga sikat! yay! august 2. full day of classes, sagala 1-5 pm and then math midterms 6-8pm. thats hell day at its finest. but we got in sagala! hooray!

fencing jackets are hot and masks stink like hell. but we get to stab people with swords and its not murder. its a sport! so its not so bad.

anyway.i need to fix my priorities. honestly. hehehehe.

AJSS. its been about 5 weeks into college and you guys are still my record of most number of hugs :)). i love you guys. miss youuuuu!

Honestly. My life would not have been the same without you guys. *hug* heres to many more monthsaries.

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I jsut realized that college is hell week ever week. I was wondering today how im gonna balance a math LT with a 20 minute script and a payatas visit with two long gimmiks this weekend. Im even starting to realize that friends are becoming an increasing priority because so many are about to leave :(. I feel so depressed about that. Bau is leaving. Hansky is leaving. Tanya is leaving. Evan is leaving. Even John is leaving :(. It was bad enough sarah left. what more now that a lot are leaving simultaneously. I bet I'll cry every time one of those people get on  a plane.  It's just  sad because they were some of my closest friends. wala lang. I shall be happy today because it is our despedida for the AJ people. I'm really gonna miss them. Plus. I really dont want them to change. its inevitable but i hope they dont become crazy :)).


people always leave.

anyway just ranting.